And We have enjoined on man to be dutiful and kind to his parents. His mother bears him with hardship and she brings him forth with hardship, and the bearing of him, and the weaning of him is thirty (30) months, till when he attains full strength and reaches forty years, he says: “My Lord! Grant me the power and ability that I may be grateful for Your Favour which You have bestowed upon me and upon my parents, and that I may do righteous good deeds, such as please You, and make my off-spring good. Truly, I have turned to You in repentance, and truly, I am one of the Muslims (submitting to Your Will).” Al-Ahqaf: 15
Mom, you know what? you’re the most important person in my life and I believe dad, Mbana and Cholid feel the same too. I can’t imagine my life without you, sometimes I really miss you even we just separate not so far right now. I’m really grateful, Allah give you for us. It will be sorrowful without you. You’re the first person in my every prays because I love you so much and I want Allah love you too.
You’re struggling much and by the time you’re getting old more and more. I’m really sorry for not made you proud enough, I’m really sorry couldn’t give you anything you want, I’m really sorry for every guiltiness that I bring you, mom I’m sorry if I made you sad and angry,,, I’m really sorry mom.
It will be painful if we met in akhirat and I won’t care and recognize you because of my infinite sin. I really don’t want to be like that, because I want to love you now and the days afterward, forever. Allah tied us by the red strings, and I never want to change it by other relations. You’re the best mom, I don’t need any replacement for you, thank you so much for everything 🙂